…breathless…

I had  a dream
We were walking along a beach
hand in hand
laughing, talking.
I turned to face you…
holding your face in my hands.
Looking deep into your eyes.
Our lips engage in a kiss.
Passionately our tongues touch.
Breathing each other’s breath.
Becoming one for a short moment.
Then, as sudden as the dream began…
It ended, and I lay there…
Breathless…

Lesbians, Femmes… and ME

I graduated from their world one year and three months ago. Told myself this was not the place I belong to,  not the kind of persons I should hang out with and not the  world I should see myself in. I don’t mean to belittle or underestimate my fellows yet it’s just that I had a bad nightmare from one of their people. So here’s the hitch, my soul has not been over it, not over the dark soul who tormented me. On my call I suppose. Just about three weeks ago I then again found myself inside a new friend’s car with lesbians around me, driving along Quirino Hi-way Nova bound to UP Diliman. It was a fine Saturday afternoon that the gang decided to have some fun inside the UP Campus. Isaw Isaw galore!

 

Her name is M_e 

A 28 year old who works at Globe Telecom. She’s a newly promoted Senior Analyst and is working her ass off for the said position. We met around May last year at a common friends’ house and then begins our friendship that we both found cool for people like us who belongs to someone else yet. She has a girlfriend, I have a boyfriend and we’re friends.

 

Her name is  Z_r_t_

Another 28 year old fellow if Im not mistaken. She drill and blast! A geologist to make it clear. She goes around every mountain all around the Philippines to study about every rock they get for Philex Mining Company, if I got it right. She’s cool and very witty. Must be  NIKE fan. A UP Grad who looks more like a girl than a lesbian. Wink at you! Miss Z!, teehee!

 

Her name is  C_m_l_e

Maybe at the age of 27. A very locquacious person. Cracks jokes too well and laughs about every funny thing she hears. My Senior Neophyte. Haha! the gang said she’s been such for 15 years yet on exaggeration! I think she’s an architech. That I am not sure. But then I still cannot conclude on that. She must be a genius as I could see. Very cute. A bit stubborn. and energetic. She makes coffee for everyone too well, of course that would also be part of my training as a junior neophyte. Wink***

 

Her name is A_m_e

A 28 year old sexy lady. Drives a red/maroon honda VTEC and works at Glaxo Smith Kline on her might. She’s one hot momma on her delight. Very cheerful  and witty and a girl of glam and style. Classy and demure with a very funny side. Miss A_m_e  as I call her. And the gang yelled with a big surprise for having me call her that way.  Trublu bratinella no guy could over rule. She got the groove baby!?..

 

Her name is L_n

A 23 year old UP Stats Professor. Drives a blue car and lives at an apartment at Teacher’s Village. Her family lives in Catanduanes and goes home every christmas season as I heard. When all of us we’re laughing out loud and keeping ourselves up  with cigar and coffee. She’s right there sipping her chocolatte and checking her students’ exams silently sitting on a couch. Very pretty, intelligent and cool I must say. Ma’am L_n silently indulge herself with silence, silence… and paperworks.

 

And my name is ANGEL

A 24 year old cheerful girl who was newly welcomed by the gang as a junior neophyte. Trying to make new friends. Keeping up a good spirit and standing firm amidst every problem the comes my way. Crazy, boring, psychotic.

 

That’s them.. and then ME…

 

The encounter with them that fine Saturday afternoon was fun. We went to UP Diliman to buy some “isaw” barbeque and “atay” to feast on as we sat down the carabao grass at UP Campus Oval. We laugh about everything we talk about knowing that it was my first to be with the gang doing some sort of petty talks and countless laughs. Second stop is  at Starbucks Matalino branch just at the back of Quezon City Hall. Ma’am L_n has to check her student’s exams and the rest of us Miss Z. Miss M. and Miss A.  indulged ourselves with cigar and coffee outside at the smoking area.

After countless laughs and funny punchlines we head off to our third stop at Katip’s Bar and Grill at Katipunan to attend that some sort of live band concert sponsored by UP Mining Engineering Society and Philex Mining Corporation at a cost for reasons I was not certain of. After listening to some unknown bands with two bottles of san mig light and not seeing Silent Sanctuary or Stonefree either at the event, we went bored and head off. 

The playful Miss A. suddenly decided to forcefully pick up Miss C. at Metrowalk who was with her gay friends at a billiard hall at the said place. So then we picked her up when suddenly Miss Z told us she wants to meet pretty girls we could hang out with. After an endless search we found no one and we decided to head off to Music 21 at Timog Ave.  A few steps away as Miss A drive along a Mitsubishi Delica bump her car at the back side. We went out and checked for the damages and found none, went back and checked again and found the damages of the car.

 Commotions came up and we found ourselves fighting with 10 semi bald guys and a bald chinese looking guy who apparently was the driver’s friend and was just trying to scare us away so we won’t be asking for the car’s damages. He was called BARNEY. Ugly, boastful and rude. Not the type of guy girls would like to hang out with coz he has this oozing ounces and dosages of air in his head. Haha.  Then we found ourselves inside Police Station 10 at Kamuning until around 5am settling the damages formally.

After hours of waiting  around 7am we head off home like zombies with a pale look on our faces. Oh and by the way, my dear M_e has to get to her officee at 9am. Geez!